Emotional girl

Hye guys. Today I'm doing good. No more tears rolling down my cheeks. I'm having headaches for past few days. IDK the cause but maybe due to oversleeping. I slept a lot. I mean very frequently. After class, I would be on my bed and wake up at 10p.m then do nothing until 2a.m. then continue sleeping. Maybe I am over thinking about small things, and prefer to sleep to forget all the problems. Actually I would have headaches for every month I think. I don't know why. Anyway, for bioinfo class just now, the lecturer was talking about morbidity of each diseases. As a sum up, about 80 people out of 100, would have disease. And headache was a symptom not a disease. It is a symptom for bigger thing will happen. And I'm concerned with my health. I'm not practicing a good healthy lifestyle. No exercise, eating unhealthy food, irregular sleep etc. Then I might encounter with disease. The most scariest one is cancer. Ya Allah jauhkan aku daripada penyakit. Sihatkan tub

Hello. Just now, I just cried over a silly things. Maybe I realized that I'm not serious in studying for a past few weeks last minute assignment submission, not prepared for presentation etc.  Yup. You're just afraid of failure. You're thinking you will fail in your semester 2. Subjects are getting tougher. I was crying just now to gain my studyymood. I have to remind myself about my parent's struggle and try to make them proud. If they can do it, so you do. Chin up girl.  Do your best in final. Be the best student and friends

Dear self, when you are reading this in future, just remember to go on with your life. No matter how much ppl hate you and bring you down, I'm always on your side. I know you are always take ppl's opinion and words seriously. And might think  thatyou are such a loser, but believe me, you such a great girl. Nobody is perfect. forget what's happening and start a new day with a new energy. Xoxo, Your dear self.